今日は.... Tuesday, July 27, 2010 です。
this is going to me a naging post... Just feel like nagging today... Dun mind it...
So today for solar lab, we went up to the roof top to see solar panel... And i cant seems to find my friends... They say go toilet but go for 15 min till solar lab start already... Everyone start preparing to go up le and i just cant see them coming back... I dun wan them to later come back lab everyone all gone le... So rush to toilet to find them but cant...
They not in the toilet... So i call the only person who bring hp... But the line like got something wrong keep cutting off... then everyone all scared their belonging will lost expecially laptop... So all bring laptop... And i have to bring 4???? I was thinking of helping them bring along also in case really got ppl come in and steal... Is so heavy and really stupid to carry 4 la... So i put all back to the lab and make my way to the roof... Then finally she pick up the call and when i ask where they go
she say they go play... Wa... go play ar???
These words really irritate me alot... I find them until like mad then in the end they not at around blk s wor...
And the word go play really make me very mad... So when they reach the roof i say they wan ps me again... But i noe is not la cos they really going toilet but just dun noe why the person picking up the call say they go play...
Ok so we continue to explore the roof and guss wat...
they all give me super black face... I dun remember much if i got put my anger on them anot but if so i no say much ar... I no scold or blame them wat... Maybe i say the word ps again... But also no need give me cold shoulder ma... I try to communicate wif them but they keep going further... So ok i give up... U angry i also wan angry... Imagine wat i did to find u all and i still have to keep that normal face and not ranting at u all leh...
And am i stupid or wat??? do so many things then i'm not even cared... my existence is not important anymore... i'm easily forget... So why i did so many thing? i should have just go straight up to the roof without them ma... Moreover is they next lesson already still dun wan come back... Super irritated by their cold shoulder like everything is my fault... And wat later if i no tell them then they also will blame me hor...
Sometimes i just dun like intruder to come into my ideal life... Our friendship has always been fine until few month... I just feel like someone something just wan to create trouble between us... Recently thing happen like my friends ps me... And ya, i feel like i got ps... But after awhile i forgot... Eh i did took out this situation here and there sometimes like if someting happen i ask so u wan ps me again that kind... And is just a joke... But today someone cant seem to like it anymore and wat point to me and keep saying i keep blaming them... I totally dun like it... Cos wat ever i say i dun really really blame them... And i got blame for everything... I just hate it...