今日は.... Tuesday, July 7, 2009 です。
Feel so sick now... having fever... Today miss my math common test paper... Have to take the retest which will be like ten times more difficult than the actual wan... I'm feeling so sick now but there is something, someone that can make me feel more sick and feel disgusted...
Cant believe that she told B that all those things that happing between us is all bcos of her change in interested and having a boyf... Oi, let me tell u this, u think me and shaf shared totally same interest? u think there isnt a time where we also have a boyf during sec sch? but we are still tgt... Still going out tgt... Wats the point of saying oh bcos i have a boyf and i dun have time for my friend?
Meeting u out need to go those places which u like now wan meh? have to go play pool, bowling and arcade wan meh? U even dare to say since now u have interes in going all this place but i dun like so u cannot meet me? wat shit is this.. Go cp eat have a talk need to go this places wan ar? btw cp dun even have all this... wat an excuse... U wan to destroy our friendship right? then go on... i dun care anymore...
Lucky i have talk to B all about this, lucky B even called u to ask wat happen between us... U noe y? if not i would not have seen the real u... i would not have noe u are like this... i would be still smsing u trying to meet u out for dinner only... but bet all those sms i have send u wont even read it and just delete... I would be still waiting for ur reply... i will still be wondering wat really happen between us... i will be surprise and maybe feel like crying to see how u will ignore me, treat me like a stranger when we have to meet on sunday, the day when the jap class finally going to start... But now of cos no... i wont be surprise at all... cos u are like this, the real u... the u who will just kick out ur bestfriend when u have new friends and new relationship...
B even ask me to keep up to trend just like u to be more like a women... She say maybe i should change to be like u... Like u who now like shopping, going bowling, playing pool and even arcade... But why should i? i mean for ur sake? for ur sake AGAIN? how many things i have done for u just for ur sake? I am still going to be me... i will still stick to my love of anime, i will still be lazy and a bit hate to go shopping... i will still be very uninterested to go those entertainments u have been going... Even if i will to change, i wont just have a 360 degree change and turn my back to my bestfriend...